Sunday, March 28, 2010
Its time to break the chakravyuh…….
9 years back ….I had a dream in my eyes...d month of march gave me the new path to explore life …new dreams….new wishes and an eagerness to live life big size… I was witnessing a fresh feel of freedom and control as if I can get what I want…..
It has been a full circle now…but I still remember the freedom that I always carved for… …this post is not about what I achieved in these 9 years, or my disappointments over the things that I have not able to get…but its about a firm belief that took 9 years to be as firm as it should be…
The dream…
I woke up 2 c a beautiful bird welcoming me….
Saw snowfall all around the garden’s tree…
I took my camera to capture the scenic spree…
My heart filled with joy to witness life so free…
My happiness was forcing me to scream …
Till I got to know it was just a dream!!!
Yes, the reality pushed me back and the dream got over and I felt as if my sleep has got a wound … and I chose what others choose…entering into a circle of uncertainties as if there is no other way … a path so well defined by society over the years…everybody takes it …so did I…never thinking how will I return if I don’t like what I have chosen .. …but over the years I never had these questions in mind…it has been just a straight simple way to do things..even if you don’t like them u still do it coz it’s the only well defined path…a path made by our society…
But the truth is d dream never left me coz that is the truth itself…d truth to be free and do whatever I really wish to…n ….It has been nine years I am stuck into this chakrvyuh..... but now its over…I break this relationship between society and me…and I tie a new knot with truth…I don’t want to be a hypocrite just to fulfill what society demands….yes its tougher living against the society…but that dream of perfect life never turns into reality.. either you have to cheat urself or others…coz dat dream is the truth itself nd it can never be fulfilled if you are not true to yourself..you are just hoping against hope…
After 9 years I decide to break the chakaravyuh and live for freedom..wherein no society can bother me ….now the question arises do I have the courage to be out of it..do I really know the path unknown ..these questions traumatize me but these 9 years I have lived getting into it now its time to get out of it…coz I want truth to prevail in life ….
Now lets see who will win….I want to stop here…I will bring an end to so called perfect path given by society..and not wait till the time nature laugh at all of us…I will not give this freedom to nature and find my own path of freedom!!!
Its really the time to break the chakaryvuh..…..!!!
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