Saturday, April 10, 2010

SEVEN RANDOM THINGS:


Its really difficult to write whats going in mind as I have got a very complex mind but

I will try to speak the truth:

  1. A dream that can come true: Life’s a journey but in few days from now I may witness a journey of my life. I am excited….very excited..very very excited….keeping my fingers crossed…lots of ifs and buts are still associated with the journey..but if the journey doesn’t come true I will not stop dreaming about it….but I am really positive and excited too….!
  2. Smile an everlasting smile: Well that’s always the first thing in mind but due to the dream journey it became second…no points for guessing whose smile I am talking about..yes that’s my sum1 special….her smile is so engaging that I can see it 24 x 7 and still wonder from where she has got that smile…I hope she keeps on smiling and I keep on wondering.
  3. Yes she is beautiful: ….an angel to me..a beautiful girl…can do nythn but can’t stop thinking about her.
  4. I lost my mind: My life is brilliant , my love is pure, I lost my mind..y..i m not sure…I don’t know what to do….!!1
  5. The Truth knocks the door: Yes my mind says its time to face the truth…..I will never be with her…but she remains in my heart…&.I am her.
  6. What it takes to make her happy: Whenever I saw her..I saw her smiling…well unknowingly she taught me to be happy always….but how can I give her extra happiness…I can just pray and request….Oh God plz make her happy alwaysssssssss!!! She’s wonderful.
  7. Sum1 plz pinch me: Out of the dream world…(well for me dat was real world nd d only world) my mind thinks about how to make money and get financial independence, I think about food all the time, my third love table tennis, beautiful and sexy girls are always in my mind, how to upgrade myself spiritually…and finally how to live life alone….if sum1’s not there with me….uhhhhhhhhhh…lot of things r in my mind….I mentioned the complex nature of my mind..nyways..done my duty….sleeping now…all d ppl in this world plz take care!!!

@rohini Ji: thanks for tagging….I don’t have enough followers so can’t tag ny1 rgt now.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Life a journey or a destination?: Its time to break the chakravyuh…….

Life a journey or a destination?: Its time to break the chakravyuh…….

Its time to break the chakravyuh…….






9 years back ….I had a dream in my eyes...d month of march gave me the new path to explore life …new dreams….new wishes and an eagerness to live life big size… I was witnessing a fresh feel of freedom and control as if I can get what I want…..
It has been a full circle now…but I still remember the freedom that I always carved for… …this post is not about what I achieved in these 9 years, or my disappointments over the things that I have not able to get…but its about a firm belief that took 9 years to be as firm as it should be…

The dream…
I woke up 2 c a beautiful bird welcoming me….
Saw snowfall all around the garden’s tree…
I took my camera to capture the scenic spree…
My heart filled with joy to witness life so free…
My happiness was forcing me to scream …
Till I got to know it was just a dream!!!



Yes, the reality pushed me back and the dream got over and I felt as if my sleep has got a wound … and I chose what others choose…entering into a circle of uncertainties as if there is no other way … a path so well defined by society over the years…everybody takes it …so did I…never thinking how will I return if I don’t like what I have chosen .. …but over the years I never had these questions in mind…it has been just a straight simple way to do things..even if you don’t like them u still do it coz it’s the only well defined path…a path made by our society…






But the truth is d dream never left me coz that is the truth itself…d truth to be free and do whatever I really wish to…n ….It has been nine years I am stuck into this chakrvyuh..... but now its over…I break this relationship between society and me…and I tie a new knot with truth…I don’t want to be a hypocrite just to fulfill what society demands….yes its tougher living against the society…but that dream of perfect life never turns into reality.. either you have to cheat urself or others…coz dat dream is the truth itself nd it can never be fulfilled if you are not true to yourself..you are just hoping against hope…





After 9 years I decide to break the chakaravyuh and live for freedom..wherein no society can bother me ….now the question arises do I have the courage to be out of it..do I really know the path unknown ..these questions traumatize me but these 9 years I have lived getting into it now its time to get out of it…coz I want truth to prevail in life ….



Now lets see who will win….I want to stop here…I will bring an end to so called perfect path given by society..and not wait till the time nature laugh at all of us…I will not give this freedom to nature and find my own path of freedom!!!

Its really the time to break the chakaryvuh..…..!!!

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